maybe try smoking from a glass pipe or something. canpipes suck. i know what feeling you are having, like someone already kinda said when i smoke alone or smoke when im depressed the high is more mellow and i dont feel like doing anything i just kinda get lazy and tired, but when im with my best friends and we light up i usually end up laughing the whole time and feel really good, and we usually go out and do something like go to a restaurant to get food, something that doesnt take any thought, maybe try doing something while high.