it took me a long time to realise that i really prefer to be alone when i smoke and to be sober or drunk when im around people.

i use time stoned like as my mental down time, where i can organise and file my thoughts and emotions, clear my mind and expand it and to generally keep my mental well being together.

i think the first times you get stoned and are all laughy and high is really fun and there are a few people it will always be like that with. but most of the time i would rather be razor sharp around people as i am alot more reactionary and focused.

i dont think theres anythin wrong with smoking on your own, its just you have to keep it in check and balanced.

peace