haha im not 'hot' im a nerdy videogamer but i guess im charming. i pull off 'lady miracles' where my friends are like HOW did u fcking manage that?? and i dunno man, im a good talker i guess? being a good talker is an awesome skill. no pimp by any means, but every now and then i bag a stunner. and ive remained friends with all of my ex's

fake edit: and wow im so lazy it really weighs me down sometimes. i kinda want to start a thread about this. i never had like specific dreams or aspirations as far as a career goes. im down with a crappy 9 to 5 forever, long as i can go home after and forget about it. i went to an expensive school and graduated back in May and im still only self-employed. long as im paying my bills i don't much mind, and i can't do the whole climb the corporate ladder dealie, just cant. i find limitless joy in simple things - sittin outside in the sunlight with a brewski on the weekend, road trips to nowhere in particular, visiting friends in faraway places is about as extravagant as i get.

part of it is the interview process. im too proud, man. walking into a little room and trying to prove my worth as a person to some wang who landed his job thanks to dad, all monkeysuited up on a 30 minute time constraint - can't do it with a real face on. just can't, i tried a bunch. ill probably shack up with some stoners and sit on the porch in a rockin chair long before im old enough to do it without feeling guilty =p

power to you if you've got the drive! im too afraid of shortening my life with all manner of pressure and responsibility. girlfriends dont work out either... but its my choice i spose right? i wrestle with the guilt occasionally=/