thanks for the kind words guys! I feel a bit better after sleeping, but things definitely aren't the same...Just keep thinking that she was so young, 2 years old, and for her size really strong...seriously she's the tiniest cat I've ever seen, at 2 years they're fully grown and she was still like...2 hands big. The runt of the litter

Anyway, I really do appreciate the kind words, I know that she's happy wherever she is and hope that I'll see her again someday, a next life or another plane of existence or whatever!