Quote Originally Posted by geonagual
You wanna know something wierd..I dont even know the anniversary of my moms death this year..it was either Jan or Feb..I am sure I could research my threads and find it..
With my mom, it almost feels like I havent really dealt with it..who knows, maybe it will come down like a ton of bricks on me one of these days.
it probably will.... i compltely ignored the fact he was dead... then came his viewing... and it all hit me... i still hate my nana for making me go up to that casket.. i'm sure some day i will be grateful for her making me go up there, as it has started me on the track of accepting it... but as of right now i still haven't forgiven her... i told her i wasn't strong enough and she dragged me up there anyways...

don't feel bad either, i don't know the date of his death either... i know about when it was but i never can remember the exact date... all i can remember is it was sometime in mid september... he was just 2 months shy of his 18th or 19th birthday. i can't remember that either