oh man....first off if its the first time your ever gonna smoke you probably wont get high....it took me about 4 or 5 times, for some reason it always used to make my ears hurt and I never felt different. you should try smoking before you go to the party. you dont want to be in a situation with alot of people and try something new. if your one of the few who gets panic attacks youll feel really embarrassed when you demand somone take you to the hospital and you have to sit in the waiting room for an hour only to realize "oh wait im fine."