Hmmm... maybe I should get over my fear of mental health professionals and come up with the money to see one... too bad you have to have money where I live to get treatment... That's a strange thing here... if you fantasize about criminal acts you actually can't get the help to not act it out... there has to be an actual victim count first. Score one for the right wing!!! Not that I fantasize about criminal acts, I'm just saying.