Did you try talking to a psychiatrist yet? I don't know if anybody here could tell you how to move past prior experiences, psychological barriers are ultimately something only you can overcome.

But hey, ultimately you can't expect yourself as a child to be able to handle sexual experiences responsibly, it's all pretty confusing stuff at that age. The fault lies on circumstance, not you.
Gandalf_The_Grey Reviewed by Gandalf_The_Grey on . Emotional baggage I have been thinking about it a lot, and I think one reason I have so much trouble breaking from friendship into romance is that all my experiences growing up where genitals were involved have been very unpleasant for me. My first genital contact with other people started around six years of age and I didn't know anything the hell about it... so I tried it on another kid thinking it was just games kids play and... well... it sucked to be me when an adult walked in... then later whoever came in Rating: 5