I don't know if I look forward to it. My family lives fairly close by, so I can see them any time. Christmas kind of stresses me out in general. I'd rather just see my family normally rather than feel obliged to because of a date on a calendar, and I'm so broke that I feel so strange accepting gifts when I can barely give anything in return (weed is not legal tender at my mom's house, although she could certainly benefit). When my mom asks what I want for Christmas and all I can think of is how am I going to pay my heating bill... it's kind of sad.