MJ changes people
I agree to a point.....MJ changes those who want to be changed.....dont get me wrong, it does relax people and gives your different bennies but for the most part i think MJ allows people to bring down the walls that they would normally have up when not high.

As for feeling alone, as the years pass you will find that not only do you get pickier on who you choose to be around, but you also become more familiar, comfortable, and in touch with who you are, which is the most important thing in life, imho. The feeling of being alone will pass if you choose to let it pass.....