I kinda have to... I've been meaning to quit smoking ciggs for a while, and this weekend I got a ticket for paraphenelia thats gonna cost me $150, with my tight budget these days which means I wont really have the money to spend on weed for a couple weeks. But my parents whom I still live with while attending college, are starting to get suspicious of my habits too. I also need to start saving up some money for when I move out this summer, and I think it just might be time to take a break and clear up my head for a while. Im gonna start meditating regularly again, and I think this is going to be the beginning of a large effort to get some things organized with my life, and making an effort to beter myself.