Thanks, everyone. I tried moving last November, but, it was too hard on me financially. I made it four months and never got a chance to see a doctor whom I was advised to see. It's not like I traveled to the neighboring state, no. I flip my world upside down and move half way across the country on my credit card, pay for rent on my credit card, and, even took out 12-25% cash advances just to get a small bag of herb. I'm slowly ruining my life, and, I like it better this way because I'm the only one that I can blame. If I wanted to, I could be jovial and love-spreading, but, because I can't look past what has happened to me, I let myself down.

My niece's birthday party is tomorrow night and I'm afraid to go. I have to deal with the fight of my life, all day, and, then go over to my brother's for my 11-year-old niece's birthday and cake/ice cream. I can't slap a sign on my head saying that I'm now an invalid, please excuse me.

And I made a mistake of getting a girlfriend who needs my help in her life. Who am I to think that I can help someone?

r0k, I'll have to look into your answer. I did contact a lawyer, who said that he was no longer involved, but, I was given two more to contact; never received feedback from either (both were in California).

I have never discussed my case with a lawyer. I can't afford one, so the only possible way is if someone takes my case for "human interest and concern" only. I feel that God played a joke on me. Or, maybe the joke's on the world. Either way, I feel it.

"There's nothing more I can do for you."
"Other than that, there's nothing more I can do for you."
"Well, hang in there."
"Why would you want to leave Virginia?"

The first three statements were from doctors. The fourth was from Michael Krawitz, of N.O.R.M.L.
beachguy in thongs Reviewed by beachguy in thongs on . Who do I contact? Somebody shoot me down. I want to know what to do now. I can't take this battle between my cerebral hemispheres. As a T.B.I. survivor, my left-cerebral hemisphere was greatly affected and is slower, now. As an accident victim, my right-cerebral hemisphere is telling me my left-side hurts. My third day, without herb, an ophthalmologist could tell the different speeds of the sides of my brain, and, how they weren't working together. The third day is, also, when I give up on my left-side and use a cane for the Rating: 5