I see low options here.

1. Move to where mj is legal
2. Do the legal fight
3. Both
4. Continue to do what you are doing illegally

Of the options I see I would most likely do the fourth one myself and aim for the first. I have a feeling that's what you are pretty much doing now anyway.

I dont really hold out any hope for the legal fight myself. I read very recently of a case where a grandmother was ruled against in regards to her using MJ for her cancer. In my mind if they don't care about her.....they won't care about you.

I think you're absolutely best bet is to move somewhere legal.

I'll send good vibes your way Beachguy and wish you the best of luck with your fight.

Take care