Quote Originally Posted by ReUp
I see nothing positive about this honey in any of your posts. That's never good.
thats the best advice you've ever given me.

After reading all yous guys posts and everything I feel like i'm building up enough courage to cut this off, and live my life. Its not really what you guys and friends have been saying, but more of the mere thought that I am way to young to be planning a future with someone who makes me this miserable already. And even though I love her so much for what she has given me in the past its doesn't seem to be working out now and in the future. It just brings to much unecessary stress of thinking about ways to move her down her, her get a job, live together in peace and harmony, blah blah. Now if I felt completly and truly happy for her i would try everything in my will to do it. But after her deciding to stay in NY, which by the way made things way harder, and seeing those skanky pictures of her (which made me look at her completly different) I no longer things its that worth it. Especially with her adding on not talking to me for going to a show, and what kind of job i choose. I just want to be happy. Thanks for the replies, i think i have something to do this week.