thanks guys. wow stinky that made my issues seem trivial by comparison. I would hate to be victimized by the legal system; it's so arbitrary and lurid it seems like they can do whatever they want and charge you whatever they want.

I've been wanting to smoke today just cause I feel so bad about asking my dad for money, but I'm in conservation mode and I have a deeply rooted principle that dictates that smoking to relieve mental discomfort at best only procrastinates the problem. I prefer to soberly feel the full burden of emotion, and I always feel better after a while, and it makes it much purer and smoother when I finally do toke up:stoned: