thanks for all the replies everyone, im beginning to feel a little more at ease. to further clarify, the only thing that really gets me paranoid is the whole large social setting i guess. i have a goodass time blazing with friends but it just seems like if i go out somewhere to get food or to the mall or whatever, ill start observing things a lot more and it just always seems weird how many people ill make eye contact with or seems to be talking about me. im sure its all in my head and like unknown american said, people are too caught up in their personal lives doing whatever they do to pay too much attention to me. any more replies would be appreciated too, thanks again.