My life is currently a living hell.

[BOgart.bitch]

Wow man, you dont even know. You think not smoking bud for 2 weeks is bad, thats just weak. Get a life dude. Just think about the people that have actually been addicted to a harder drug like crack, meth, or herion. Withdrawl with that stuff doesnt even compare to not smoking bud for two weeks. Your lame, do something, dont think about it. sad...

dude grow up. dont minimalize someone else's problem using worst case scenerios - of course, anytime anyone is going through something there is going to be someone out there somewhere going through something worse - oh well .. it's still affecting him in a bad way just as something could affect you in a bad way.. it shouldnt matter whether or not someone finds your reasons justified - what matters is that is what you feel.

addiction sucks when it comes to anything.. whether you're physically addicted or not - sometimes being mentally addicted is just as bad. we can use our minds to make our bodies feel certain things subconsciously - and when it comes to mental addiction people could get some serious phsyical symptoms as well just from their thought patterns.

[Buck268]

About the only person who needs to grow up in this thread is DarkFire. To even CONSIDER the thought of suicide because you can't smoke is udder absurdity. If the only thing that makes you want to live is smoking reefer, well, you need to find something, anything, else life has to offer. And there is a damn lot out there.

I'm hardly preaching to you man, hell I've been in your shoes before... I've had my slumps. And it was every bit as unenjoyable as you make it out to be, but if you'll allow me to provide some insight, I'd like to...

When you take a look at your life, and get depressed and want to take it away, step back. Just stop, and step back and take a look at your life as a whole. Maybe it does suck right now, maybe its god-awful. But is there any hope to mold your life into something you'd like? Sure it may be difficult, and it may take time, but you know what, the best things in life don't come so easily (to quote a Lynyrd Skynyrd song). Find something to work for. And get going! You've only one way to go, up

Yeah man, I know how it feels to need herb to survive... And I know how it feels to kick that addiction too, so trust me when I say life is better when herb is there for pleasure not survival

[robert42]

COME ON GET REAL DARK FIRE. THATS LIKE ME SAYIN IM GNA KILL MY SELF COS THE CORN ON MY TOE THAT IVE BEEN CHEWING ON THE LAST 4 YEARS HAS JUST BEEN SURGICALLY REMOVED!

IF U FEEL LIKE THAT SEEK HELP
U HAVE ISSUES
DNT SMOKE IF THIS IS THE CASE

PHYCOSIS!

[Reefer Rogue]

COME ON GET REAL DARK FIRE. THATS LIKE ME SAYIN IM GNA KILL MY SELF COS THE CORN ON MY TOE THAT IVE BEEN CHEWING ON THE LAST 4 YEARS HAS JUST BEEN SURGICALLY REMOVED!

Oh robert, how you slay me

I read on some f.b.i website some "facts" about marijauna it said:

"Marijauna causes you to be violent, clinically depressed and feel suicidle."

When i read that i laughed at their ignorance. Dark Fire its kids like you that make their ignorance seem not so ignorant at all...

[Dick Justice]

DarkFire, no offense to you or your situation, but I think you may have more problems than a simple lack of herb. I'd recommend some serious re-evaluation of what's going on in your life, and why you smoke pot in the first place.

The other possibility is that you've been smoking hardcore chronic and have become slightly addicted to cocaine.

[Nullific]

You're depressed because you don't have any marijuana?
Well I have too much of it and am $320 in debt.

Wanna switch lives for a while?

[kyskunk3]

Your name says it all. Dont even try to take that approach with me. I would never minimalize someone, trust me Im very compassionate. ITS HERB. If your getting to the point where when you dont have it you wanna die, theres something wrong. I admire your defense for him, but your defense doesn't do well against me. There's more to life than smoking marijuana, in most cases. And even in some cases where its used for medicine, for the most part its not a life and death situation if they use it or not. Also, for your information the only reason i used the example of crack, meth... is those are considered drugs. Ya, its tough not smoking for 2 weeks but c'mon. It's no where near hell and it sure is not worth killing yourself over. One more thing, to miss bogart bitch, "what matters is that is what you feel" its not about feeling. Trust me, after a while that will dissapate. You will be left feeling empty if your just all about the feeling. I understand women are more sensitive than guys but basing your feelings on everything its just gonna let you down eventually, for a while it will last but only for a while and then your left empty.

[ermitonto]

Don't fret so much about being out of weed. I'm about to take a week off of smoking to try to curb this tolerance (also I'm piss broke but that's another thing). If your dealer isn't getting weed to you, tell him you better get it real soon or he can't expect to continue business with you. There are other dealers out there, and you can even trust some of them to give you good deals and prompt delivery if you look hard enough. If your dealer can't be trusted to deliver the product he doesn't deserve your money.

As for working through the dry spell, if it's only going to be a few days just find some other things you enjoy doing. Read a good book, go for a walk, sleep half the day, play games...whatever passes the time. If you just focus on the fact that you can't smoke weed you're not going to be very happy, so try not to think about it too much and it won't be so bad. It'll be like all those years before you had your first toke when you never felt bummed because you weren't high. But when you do think about it, just remember that next time you smoke you are going to get royally FUCKED UP.

[Buck268]

I didn't smoke for almost 9 days recently... Picked up some poopy shwag the other day and got destroyed off 2 bowls

[DarkFire]

When i said suicidal, i just felt like it it, i ddint want to do it.
see i dont have much to do in the day... i do do much with friends or anything because its too cold outside to go anywhere.... so after school im basically bored as hell. im also not doing very good in school, so basically my life is stressful and boring. it wasnt like taht before though, when id get high it was only stressful, not boring. after i stopped i was even more stressed than ever and the boringness really stood out.
though today i bought some, and now im happy. thing is, cuz its been so long i got sooooo sick. whenever id move or open my eyes, i felt deeeply sick.

it just felt like the quality of my life significantly dropped, and it felt even worse than that. but now im good for a while.