This summer I smoked A LOT. Since then I have mellowed down a lot but when I was smoking multiple times per day I noticed that I became very ambivalent to my family and more importantly, to the girl I was and are still dating. It made me not care as much and I almost made a very bad decision and lost said girl.

Since then I have mellowed out, I now smoke around 4-5 times a week and compared to this summer it is a lot lot less. But now I try to be very aware of who I am and whether or not I change when I'm high. Because relaxing and chilling out while high is a good thing, not caring isn't.