Quote Originally Posted by fallenangel14
Slip my friend i have been there, I know this sounds so traditional, but it honestly works! Go to an AA meeting and get yourself a sponser! they are actually there for you, any time you need them. Its very hard at first but once you know people and feel more comfortable then it will be easy to talk! Everyone there has the same problem! I have been alcohol free for along time! Or another thing i did to help was think of the worst thing that happend while you were drinking, and say to yourself i am not going back to where i was. This will be very timely process and it will not happen over night! If you need support or anyone to talk to i am right here for you...YOU WILL EVENTUALLY CONQUER THE BEAST...BELIEVE IN YOURSELF...THAT IS KEY.....LIKE I SAID IF YOU NEED TO TALK I AM HERE OK:thumbsup:
greatly appreciate the response, but been there, doen that (the beilive in yourself part) if i actually could/did believe in myself, i wouldn't need help =/

honestly, i'm weak.... for the past few years every pack of cigs i smoked would be my last.... i don't even dare count all thoes packs 'that were my last

i've also been in counseling/therap for most of my life.. talking just doens't help me....

i don't know... i'm not eve a bad drunk.. (unless you piss me off) i'm hapy and giddy and loving...w hic is what makes me wonder why i feel so bad about it.... i'm a calm mellow drunk. i'ts not like i'm going on a killing frenzy or pawning my computer for beer money or anything....

i just grew up around an alcoholic family... nearly EVERY LAST PERSON drinks on a dail basis.... like all nearly 20 aunts/uncles, my mo is a super drinking, my grandparents who raise me, well my grandpa has been 'stealing' tehir money to buy his beer since as long as i can remember.... then there's my dad and lots of others.... i HATE drunks, i never wanted to become one, but now i am....

although i dro rink just as much i don't see my usage as such quite a problem.... asof right now i have it under control.... sow hy does it bother me so much?

btw i mean, i have complete control over my actions while drunk.... (you know those people who do something and blame in on the alcohol)
slipknotpsycho Reviewed by slipknotpsycho on . kicking it... please spare the comments of "if you wanted to quit you could, you just don't want to" or flaming me, or i give up too easy, i have no persistance... anyone wh's been through it know just how much it helps to 'quit being a baby/weakling, just quit) i need some serious ideas here.. also seeming as i never have enough money to actually buy weed (2 40's is plenty enough for me and toegher with tax they're like 2.8 sometimes i got mony to afford it.. but there are alot of times sober... so Rating: 5