Slip my friend i have been there, I know this sounds so traditional, but it honestly works! Go to an AA meeting and get yourself a sponser! they are actually there for you, any time you need them. Its very hard at first but once you know people and feel more comfortable then it will be easy to talk! Everyone there has the same problem! I have been alcohol free for along time! Or another thing i did to help was think of the worst thing that happend while you were drinking, and say to yourself i am not going back to where i was. This will be very timely process and it will not happen over night! If you need support or anyone to talk to i am right here for you...YOU WILL EVENTUALLY CONQUER THE BEAST...BELIEVE IN YOURSELF...THAT IS KEY.....LIKE I SAID IF YOU NEED TO TALK I AM HERE OK:thumbsup: