yeah in the old days people thought those that suffered from ocd were possessed by demons. I've had it since I was a kid and it's never gone away just changed. I used to have to check under my bed and in the closet and say goodnight to my family repeatedly. I would turn lights on and off a certain amount of times before leaving a room. Then I started washing my hands excessively and worrying about disease and germs and shit. I had to open public restroom doors by using part of my shirt to cover myhands, eventually i thought i need to try to stop this maddening behavoir that makes no sense. But you just don't feel right unless you act out on your obsessions. Eventually as I got older and smoked lots of weed most of it has gone away but once in awhile i still find myself having repetitious thoughts and behavoir. Maybe one day ill try some meds but i doubt it will cure it.

Ten to midnight butt naked with a knife
I've been crazy all my life.
-Meth