man that sounds rough sorry that happened, im pretty sure you smoked way too much, especially 1st time. when my friend and i smoked our 1st time he smoked a lot too and he freaked out. he was shaking and thought a lot of weird shit was happening to him. he told me he never wanted to smoke again. well, he has smoked since then and hes been fine. i think you should give it another shot if you want, and probably smoke less this time.