Quote Originally Posted by Gandalf_The_Grey
Maybe I shouldn't have made this thread, nobody understands or has advice other than ditching her. It's not any of your fault, you all have my thanks for offering advice, I guess you just can't know not seeing the situation first hand.
Well... i lived a situation much like yours... with the difference that me and the girl actually HAD a relationship, and it only made the things FAR worse... For you, it was only a dream, thoughts in your mind... for me, it was real... so the pain was FAR worst... i know VERY well how feels to be with that one person in the world who you feels comfortable with, that one person that understands you, as i was (and am) probably as lonely as you... its very good, i know... i also know how it feels to see this person with another one... i know how much it hurts... and trying to pretend that its allright is as bad as...
The only advice i can do is the same that everybody said: forget her. I know its hard, as it took me almost 4 YEARS and more than 1 pound of weed until i could forget this girl... and until today i avoid meeting her like the devil avoids the Cross, cause seeing her still bothers me...
I could say that you, like me in that dreadful times, just suffered your first heartbreak... the first one is the worst, i assure you. Whenever you overcome it, you will be FAR stronger than now.
For me, it backfired, cause since then i couldnt love anybody with the same intensity i loved that girl. What, for me, is very good, cause now i know i could make the craziest shit because of that girl. I would understand why people died by love... happily, now im FAR soberer, and my heart doesnt control my mind anymore.
Anyway... all i can say its that it will pass, sooner or later. Dont let your life revolve around anyone, or anything... Time DO heal the wounds... but sometimes it takes a LONG time... so, carry on, my friend. Sooner or later you will overcome it, and will be stronger and wiser.
My best wishes for you! :thumbsup:
And remember the song:

"When i fins myself in times of trouble,
Mother Mary :hippy: comes to me
Whispering words of wisdom:
Let it Be! :jointsmile:"