Quote Originally Posted by Blackwolf575
Hello
I'm fairly new to the forum but here i go. I started smoking about 2 1/2 months ago and i smoked alone until about 2 weeks ago when my friend tried it with me. I was happy cause at school it seems like everyone hates me because i smoke weed, and i finally had someone to smoke with.
This weekend we got high. After a while into the night he was freaking out cause he thought he was having a heart attack (he's overweight and is scared of having heart problems). So i told him that the heart beating fast is a fairly normal thing when you smoke weed. The next day at school he told me he isn't gonna smoke anymore because he thinks he's gonna die.
I'm okay with that though. Everyone can make there own choices, but what is kinda bringing me down is that I feel like a loner again cause everyone hates me.
I love weed and don't wanna stop but I hate everyone hating me, and feeling like a loner . What should I do.

And also, the friends I have right now are nerdy and all they do is talk about games. I wanna try to make some new friends (ones that like weed) but none of them like me.

What should i do. Should i just keep on toke'n alone or try REALLY hard to make new friends (which is really hard in my town).

And yes I'm 18 and i'm in grade 12.

Edit: I'm also bad about smoking because I had a really close friend completely dis-own me and i have another who is about to, and i don't have to many friends.
That was some freaky ass shit, what kinda school do you go to, i luckily go to school in Oshawa, Ontario with a big school and im pretty popular (weed is huge in this school), but i live in Ajax and dont know any1 here which sucks but who the fuck cares ajax is gay anyway, but i dont feel depressed cause i solo blaze at home all the time and its awsome to solo blaze at midnight ......maybe a new school would help ? start on a new page Sorry for ramblin on just smoked a fuckin bat stoned: