Yeah... I totally get what you're saying. I've had periods where I've felt the same way. I smoke my weed in joints and I do it every day... several times a day. I don't smoke cigarettes but I do put a pinch of tobacco in to help with an even burn, but I fear said tobacco is the real reason why I am smoking as often as I do. Sometimes all I can think about is getting home and smoking up... and there are times when I've smoked and felt somewhat disappointed in myself for doing so.

Don't get me wrong, these spells are few and far between but they do occur.

One thing that I can't shake are the potential health negatives that come with smoking ANYTHING. Regardless of what any activist says, smoking ANYTHING is dangerous. Smoke in itself is nothing more than super heated ash particles some of which are collected in the tissues of a smokers lungs. Not a big deal if you're an occasional (once or twice a week smoker) but the culmitive effects over years of daily smoking will take its toll.

When I was in my 20's I never really thought about it... now I'm in my mid 30's, very active and aside from the pot use, quite healthy. This year and last year I started to feel not as healthy when it comes to cardio and stamina. It's catching up to me.

I know what the majority of you are going to say... stop putting tobacco in your joints: tobacco kills. It does. I agree. But here is some food for thought. Two months ago a friend of mine was diagnosed with lung cancer, she was a lifetime daily pot smoker, no tobacco. The doctor said her chest x-rays resembled that of a pack a day smoker in their 70's. She is 38.

So yeah... I do picture a time in the future where daily pot smoking is not part of my regime, I just donā??t' know how to get there. I'd love to be a three times a week smoker... couple evenings during the week and a weekend day. And this is the only thing in my life I've really put off and neglected to do...

That being said, I loves my weed... LOVES my weed!

El Fantistico :smokin: