Birdgirl's in the other room, Gandalf. Perhaps FBR can serve as referee now.

You're not deserving of scorn and you didn't receive scorn above except through your own perception. She was fairly factual, from what I've seen. Frankly, with your history here and your own medical/personal/emotional history, you DO merit close monitoring. I don't trust you to hand out basic medical, chemical or scientific information because I've seen you get it wrong too frequently. I can easily understand why they follow you more closely than most. Even consider just sticking to politics and the Lounge?

I will laugh for the next five days about the idea of your getting yourself together in a period of two months. You still strongly need evaluation by a mental health professional. You may have been quiet about your somatic complaints for a period of weeks, but that's not the same thing as a cure and I can tell from your reaction above that you've still got a lot of "getting it together" to do. If you had it together, you wouldn't be playing the persecuted martyr role here for everything it's worth.