yeah, i think they'd prefer if you were on xanax or something of that ilk. or maybe an anti-depressant to regulate anxiety. my suggestion is to see a psychiatrist who can help diagnose you...probably, also therapy is worth a try.
(i know what it's like to be paralyzed with fear...i am on a gamut of medications and really the best thing i've used is marijuana. however, i've tried a lot of other meds like prozac, paxil, etc... as well as benzodiazepenes like xanax or klonopin and i've made great strides since before i was on anything).