hehe thx dude, u prolly wont trust but hearing it from a stranger is all the more consoling. Yea i was in college too when the phase hit me. Right after a shooting at my school actually, i just decided not to go back there, I start again in january and untill then it looks like im blazing and such, i guess i just have to keep reminding myself that it will all be ok soon, your right im not a bad person i just enjoy weed. thats my new modo thanks hehe

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