no i'm not like this... i don't say it nearly enough... but when i do say it, i say it incases in which i wish i could go back and change whatever i'm sorry for.... it may take hours, it may take days, maybe even years for me to feel regretful and be sorry (depends on the situation actually), but when it does happen, you know it's heartfelt....

the way i look at it is, whatever is done is done and it can't be changed, but occasionly i fuck up really bad, and do something that i feel horrible about, me telling you sorry is me acknowlding how bad i fucked up, and i wholey regret it and i just want you to know that....