Reb, dont be so mean... if were not by the math, there would not be computers, and you wouldnt be posting here right now... to say the least...
Also, if you hate it, you wont understand it... i know very well how is to hate some subjects, and can say that it doesnt help... maybe if you find a good teacher that make you understand it well, maybe you will hate it less, and even like it.
Im a teacher myself, but im afraid im too far to be useful for you... anyway, good luck! :thumbsup: