I have reverted to my inital reaction and instinct. I feel i am a logical and rational person, who should base his beliefs in evidence rather then the lack of. I think the time attempting to believe in God has provided a more clear truth through the collision with error. Why wasn't I a muslim, or a jew or hindu? It's only because of the environment i live in which dictates which beliefs and values i may hold which i learn from people of that time frame. No one believes in Zeus or Thor. People cherry pick from the bible. I completely reject any form of racism, homophobia etc. Religion is a tool of control, playing on people's fears. I fear not. I am my own man and i can not rely on an afterlife. I do not lack morals without a God. Richard Dawkins really made me question my beliefs i had and i feel i am more comfortable as i originally was. How can an omnibenovolent being produce so much evil? A wise man proportions his beliefs to the evidence.

'Thus, although God may have made man in his own image, the concept of God is made in man's own image.' - David Hume