I've never been so alone

[DaBudhaStank]

I was recently forced to break up with my girlfriend of several years because her parents no longer thought I was good enough. I'm 18, she's 17.

I dont know any of you, but I felt the need to tell someone, anyone.

I've never felt so alone, even though I know I have friends and family. But no one will feel the same pain I'm feeling right now. It's almost 3 in the morning. I have no bud, and I wouldnt smoke even if I did, because I dont want to numb the pain. It might have only been young love, it might have been true love, no one will ever know. I'm helpless to do anything, so all I can do is write. I know we all endure heart ache, and that it's a natural part of life, but it does nothing to ease it. I keep getting the feeling where all you wan't to do is curl up inside yourself and cry, forever. I never get this way, normally I'm very happy go lucky. I guess that just means we really had something.

So even though I don't know you, I love you, and good night.

DaBudhaStank Reviewed by DaBudhaStank on 10-13-2007. I've never been so alone I was recently forced to break up with my girlfriend of several years because her parents no longer thought I was good enough. I'm 18, she's 17. I dont know any of you, but I felt the need to tell someone, anyone. I've never felt so alone, even though I know I have friends and family. But no one will feel the same pain I'm feeling right now. It's almost 3 in the morning. I have no bud, and I wouldnt smoke even if I did, because I dont want to numb the pain. It might have only been young Rating: 5

[Unknown American]

I feel for you. I have been there myself. There is nothing I can say to make your pain go away.

But I have survived and so has everyone on here. Just feel the pain and take one day at a time.

I am 41 years old and I can honestly say you are going to make it. It is hard, but you will.

Wish I could say something to make it go away.

I am pulling for you man. You are stronger than you think.

[slipknotpsycho]

dude, at the absolute max, you have 1 year to wait.... i know it sucks, but if she's that wspecial to you, and she feels the same, both of you can wait til she's 18 as well....

the other option is to have a sit down with her parents, and find out what the problem is.... if yal have been dating for a decent ammount of time, before this, the fact you're 18 really shoudln't matter.. you're the same person that you were when you were 1 day away from 18....

seems to me her parents are just looking for an excuse to seperate the two of you....

[Nation_1ne]

I'm in a similar situation, I was with my misses for roughly 5 nearly 6 years and we broke up not so long ago. She has Uni and we were going through a rough patch. She wants to meet up at Christmas though, I can only hope positive things will happen as I still love her. But I have this nasty feeling she's gonna drop a bomb on me.

[sm0k1t]

Yep shit happens to everyone... Same here 3 years and a half and bang in 3 days I'm alone in my appartment now paying full price and she's gone with another guy that she knows for 2 weeks...live with him and is brother...anyway yep it still sux and its painfull but you still get happy moments...well for its been 3 weeks now and I had happy times worth living for and alot of badluck lol...car broke down...I'm on foot now. yay! anyway,when you feel bad cry it out and then go do somethin else and with time it will heal.

[Chaotixxx]

Better to have loved and lost.. Suck it up at least you got food and clothes.

[Zendro]

Been there when I was same age as you, time heals all wounds man, keep your head up :stoned:

[jchap]

it happens to everyone at some point in their lives

chin up my friend

the first time is always the toughest

but it can only make you stronger

[Reefer Rogue]

Thank you for reaching out for comfort. Love, or should I say the lack of love, hurts. A pain that goes beyond the normality of physicality. The feelings that were created through time which was shared and enjoyed. Is now over. Now at a stage of complete hope, will we ever get back together? We know it is over, yet can not move on as of yet. What is true happiness? Does it exist without the desire for sexual pleasure? Can you be happy without her? I believe you've been in the past and I believe you shall be again. Build your inner strength and confidence. Gain wisdom from the Kaya, true introspective knowledge, which can only be attained through everyones subjectivity. Surround yourself with friends, peace be with you.

[angry nomad]

Well, that sucks. But why not just be friends until she is 18?