Quote Originally Posted by ScaryMissMary
Everything that can go wrong is going wrong. The asshole that still has my heart is now dating the girl he almost cheated on me with, I lost two of my best friends cause of a misundertanding, and I still have no place to live. I smoked a bowl but it made it worse, I just got aggitated and full of anxiety. I wish I could just erase him completely from my mind, like the way they do in that movie Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind. FUCK. I want to hate him, I NEED to hate him.
I just went through the samething not even 2 months ago. I heard her name & it still makes me think. It's hard at first, it took me about a month & a half to fully feel like i was over her. You'll always have thoughts but thats normal. The way i done it was, tried to get away from the crowd that she still knows & talks too, i ended up meeting new girls just to hang out with & found that i could have fun again. It's alot of steps, i could tell you but truthfully, there's nothing but yourself that can make you get over him in time. You can try what i did, but you'll have to force yourself to get over him. Just tell yourself you can do it & push yourself to it. I wish you the best of luck, if you need anyone to talk to i'm always here.