I'm not sure if it troubles me...
I think it might trouble me a bit when I am high because its almost abnormal behaviour because the people I usually smoke with are heavy smokers (multiple times a day) and they don't even come close to showing signs of what I am thinking/feeling. I just had a thought that maybe when I get these feelings/thoughts when I am high I really try to repress them and can't share them with the people I am around. I can't share them because I would be getting into areas/subjects that these people simply ignore and don't discuss. There are certain things you say to some people and certain things you don't. I don't know man but I might be on to something...