My Dearest Melissa,

I loved you so much and loved us being togeather. I felt complete with you at my side. I never knew love could be so powerful like it was with you.

There was so much I wanted to tell you and show you in life, but our time togeather was cut to short. The night the millitary showed up and said " We regret to inform you that Melissa Marlin was killed in an accident on her way home", My mind spinned and my heart went cold. The trip to the morgue was like eternity for me. I kept thinking they made a mistake.

When I saw you on the slab covered in a white sheet and they pulled it back I knew you were gone. I held you in my arms knowing that you couldn't hold me back anylonger. It was hard and I didn't know how to take it, so I ran. I couldn't accept that you were no longer here and so I kept everything away and lived with the pain of not haveing you for 20 years.

Honey I miss holding you and my arms ache to hold and embrace you. I keep wondering what life would have been like and if we had children would they be like you, loveong, kind, always laughing.

I can't keep living with the pain anymore. I'm shacking just telling you this. I will always love you, but it time to let you rest so that I can rest and find peace in my life again.

A great friend has helped me get through this, he wouldn't let me run anymore and had helped to face the painful part of grieviing for you so that I can let you go.

Melissa, I wish more than anything that you had listened to me that night and came home to me were you belong, but you didn;t and I'll never know why, but have to accept the fact that you are gone physical;ly and that are life togeather willnever be.
I love you so much and want you to rest now. When ever I see ducks swimming in a pond I will think of you and how you use to try and get them to come to you so you could pet them. It was one of the many things I loved about you. The way you enjoyed life and found amusement in everything. I wasn't able to do that after you were gone, but now it's time for me to go back in to the sun and start living.

I love you and want the best for you, but I also want and need what is best for me now too and to go on with my life. I placed our rings at the head of your grave, and recently let go of the flag from your casket - It was time to clean so I could go on.

Melissa I love you very much but I know that I can't have you woith me now and I can never hold you again and I'm OK, I will get through this and willalways know that I did love someone who loved me and cared for me, in a way that only true love can bring.

It's time for me to go now and let you have the rest you have waited so long for.

With Eternal Love
Bogart Reviewed by Bogart on . Write your letters to the dead I am about to crash, I have a real heacy buzz right now and I have a lot on mind...so I thought I would write my mom a letter, which I used to do quite a bit...now that she has passed it sure would be nice to let her know what is going on with me and my life... Dear mom, Hey..what up? How is everything? Is death really all that it is cracked up to be..haha...I really miss you, it has been such a crazy year..dad moved out here he lived with M first, but he was bored and hated it there, he Rating: 5