Sweetie, if you have had that moment of clarity that tells you it is time to make real changes in your life, that is GREAT! If you have hit a bottom, that is GREAT- because it means you are ready for a new path. I had a moment like that 22 years ago, and I quit alcohol and drugs and cigarettes- and didn't need rehab to do it- AA and NA work! You just have to show up and ask for help. If I can quit that way, so can you- I was just as messed up and scared. I have so many wonderful things in my life now that I would never have had if I hadn't quit.

After being clean and sober for nearly 10 years, I allowed marijuana back into my life and ditched the Prozac...and so far no problems. To me, that is the test of whether something is good or bad for us- if it brings bad experiences, it is bad for us. If it brings positive events, keep doing it:thumbsup:

I don't know much about you, but I care about what happens to you. I was where you are now, and I was lucky to survive.
You deserve a good life. If you surround yourself with good people who support you- it will happen. Please don't settle for less! No excuses anymore- time to put on the big girl panties and get tough with yourself. You can do it:thumbsup: