Yep, you blew it! As have we all at one time or another. Consider this a learning experience- you have learned who you CAN be. It very seldom is something we care to admit to. It's quite a bit different compared to who you SHOULD be. You can turn this into a positive experience IF you grow from it! It's your choice!

"all of my friends are just a bunch of stuck up rich kids who are drug addicts and will just give me shit and tell me to get over it." Those are not friends. I'll just stop at that- you already know it. Act accordingly.

If you can smoke one (or even if you can't), sit down and start making lists. I know it sounds silly, but writing it all down can give you a clearer picture of things. It stops it from all chasing around madly in your mind.

Start with "where I am now". (Have the tissues ready) Then go into listing the "stop gap" measures (canceling credit cards, checking local pawn shops for the jewelry, apologies, etc) to prevent worse damage. Now, here's where it starts getting tough- "What do I want? And who am I going to be?" Lastly consider, "How do I get from here to there?" By the time you finish the lists, you will have a better idea of what you need to do.

Hang in there, it will get better! - Granny:hippy:
Storm Crow Reviewed by Storm Crow on . i need help friday was so horrible. i cant talk about what i did because i will get banned. but lets just say i lost my shoes, and my purse, got arrested, and my parents took away my condo. (i was renting it out from them) i dont know what happened exactly but inside my purse was my debit card, my social security card, my id, my cell - which had a lot of numbers i need and wont be able to find because i dont know anyone who knows the guy im seeing so i'll never be able to talk to him, my camera which Rating: 5