i find it funny when people fuck up their lives like this or hear "gun shots" or something they come straight here to find answers from strangers. i'm not saying everything people say on these things isn't true, i'm just saying do something else about it.

if i was in the current situation you were in ie., losing all my shit, friends, parents trusts, AND place to live i'm sure i wouldnt have anytime to be getting on some internet message board. i would be getting my shit straight.

i would suggest moving back in with your parents if possible or maybe the friend you fucked over after a nice long apology and get your life back together. and stop talking to your loser ass friends. you might feel like your falling off from them and they wont like you anymore but who gives a fuck, you'll win in the long run when your life is better. maybe you can lecture them when they try and sell you newspapers at an intersection in the future.