Not sure what happened but I'm an old drinker.....and looking around the next day to finally start noticing all the destrution I caused the day before sounds pretty much like your post......enough of it anyway.

These people are absolutely right......it all starts with the first step and you have to make it. And you have to want to......BAD. AA and NA are both great tools.....and the support from the people in them is amazing. These programs DO work.....if you work them.

Good luck.