hell ya. I live in a small town that every girl I would like to go out with has a boyfriend already. The guys out number girls by a lot. That sucks about the girl you liked. I know that i would have been sick also. I had this girl I liked dancing all nasty with some guy in front of me and touching. That kinda hurt (damn i dont know why). But theres this hot mexican girl (im white and I have a thing for them) ive been talkin 2 for like 6 months and she said that she didnt have a boyfriend, lead me on; flirted with me a lot and would always say she was busy when i asked her to hang out. I eventually found out about her bf (that she didnt say she had) and her manipulation and called her on it. Ive decided not to talk to her now (i havent seen her since I called out her bs) and I see her about 3 times a week. Im goin from being friendly and flirty to not talking to her at all. Heres how it is: if she just liked being a tease, then she wont talk to me either, but if i did mean anything to her at all, then she'll talk to me and say somethin. Im tryin to just think that she will not talk to me so ill move on. But there is still a small part of me wanting her to say she wants to hangout and be cool. But i cant let myself be afraid of her not sayin anything. Damn life sucks and girls suck. Im starting a technical school in 2 weeks. Its like 8 hr days for pretty much 2 yrs with a few weeks of breaks. Anyway ill start, get only school on my mind and forget about girls. Then I can ge a good job and move out of this damn town and go to a town with a lot of hot girls. Im talking about Seattle. I live like around 2 hrs from there. I cant wait to get outta here and get some new friends.