im almost 20(april 10th)....and im pretty sure that ill be like this my whole life(or at least a huge chunk)...i cant explain it...but i dont think i can change my shyness, untill i get to know her that is. but the whole process starts over with every girl i meet. which isnt a lot, maybe like 6(pushing it) a year at this point in my life. unless i dont think anything will happen, then im just me...the way i should be with all women but i say a lot of dumb shit...and i dont wanna scare them away...but if i dont talk they wont wanna talk to me....CIRCLE OF DEATH I TELL YA!