ok so now im kinda pissed off. i just figured out that my mom wont be gone long,she hasnt left yet, but i guess when she does it wont be long. and my dad should be home soon he went some place thats about maybe 1-2 hours away but he left a long long time ago, and i dont know when to really expect him home.

and my cousin will be here shortly. im wondering if i should smoke because if one of my parents comes home, i dont know if they would be able to notice or not. they probably wouldnt be able to if it was my first time, but it is my first time so do you think they would?even if i only take one or two small hits?