Hmm...

A girlfriend. Well maybe that will come early, this Friday, we'll see...

Really though, I don't know. Maybe some things will pop up in my head by the time it comes around. I'd really just like to get my life in order (a little hectic right now, in certain ways) and be able to enjoy it.

I'd really like to spend more time with my parents. I've been feeling really worried/anxious about that. They're getting older, day by day. I don't want to regret it. I should be thankful for the time I have with them, but I feel like I keep pushing them away. I don't know, it's somewhat complicated. I'd just like to have a happy relationship with them. Where I would spend enough time with them and not feel smothered or annoyed. I know it would really make them happy. It would probably make their year in the same sense that something might make your day.

I think my schedule will clear up somewhat around that time, so, we'll see.

On a side note, I watched blow recently and I haven't seen that in a minute. I think the saddest part about that movie is the relationship between Johnny Depp and his dad Ray Liotta. I think that's Ray's best role, and while it may be somewhat minor, I think it's one of the most depressing/touching things I've ever seen and some of the best acting I've ever seen. He's such a good person and didn't deserve anything bad that turned up in his life. Watching that always makes me want to tell my parents I love them and to spend time with them, especially with my dad.