i hate this, i have lost all security ive ever had. i honestly no longer beleive in wat is known as this "god." i now feel like im being watched and its hard to explain but i think im gonna go talk to a phyciatrist b/c im freaked out. i used to be christian/muslim, but now i dont pray to alla or jesus anymore. i dont really pray at all. i just talk to the one above. ive also been listenin to "stairway to heaven" and whenever the guitar solo starts i start cryin and its uncontrollable, i dunno wat to do, i have to no wats after death, wat happens all the people that i love and that die? do they see me, are they still in there bodies but in a differnet state? fuck, im so annoyed at everything im gonna go lite up some bowls and try to figure this out and im gonna write it all down this time. but i also relized when im high i hack into my subconsious mind, like last time i was high i closed my eyes and started seeing me as a lil 3 or 4 year old and stuff happen, and when i asked my mom if that ever happen she was like "wow, u were so young, how can anyone remember that" i no everything now and im fuckin scared as hell im trippin balls
ilovelife Reviewed by ilovelife on . im a scientist...? i love gettin high, and everytime im high i discover many things and i figure out unknown problems like here is my most recent discovery... **humans...all of us are just action figures, we are programmed but only to a certain extent, the programmers let us make some of our own decisions to keep it fun... think about it, these guys keep changing us everyday and evolving us... its a game they and as they get more and more bored they keep changing us to have more fun, so thats how wat we Rating: 5