the first time i smoked salvia my world went black. then i awoke into a psychadelic world in which i was nothing other than a backward and forward motion, which i felt, saw, heard, smelt, tasted and thought... after a minute i pulled back, but every time, i got stuck in another forward backward loop and i did circles like this. then i remembered that i had taken something. just then, my friend's head popped through the world and asked if i was alright. i began laughing uncontrollably, but on the inside i was scared shitless, nothing was funny, i was stuck in a laughing loop. the real world i could now see, and it was blue... everything, just like in the TOOL videos. i tried to move and stuff, but it felt as if i were pushing and pulling myself through a brick wall.

i was scared shitless for about an hour or so, but then i really liked it and wanted to do it again.