listen guys, i need some help, probably a shrink but i cant afford one

I love weed, it makes me appreciate music,food,conversation more and hell it makes me sleep better to, im still in school and i try not to let this shit get out that i smoke weed occasionally but this girl jerica i really like liked me and some stupid bitch that i trusted is like "dont bother hes a pothead" which she has no right saying considers shes an alchoholic, she sucks on cancer sticks, has done lotsa chemical shit and has gotten nocked up god noes how many times, and i noe this cuz i thought we "were" good friends and she told me everytthing. but now jerica is like almost disguted with me it seems cause i smoke weed sometimes and i dont fuckin get it
Like i suffer from severe depression and im anti-social and im in my room mots of the time. im a complete fuckin loser, and i had a small window of oppotunity that just got shut, all light is gone from my dark little fuckin world. but even still i think weed helps be more social and fuckin converse with the world
And to everoyne i noe, even my so called "friends" they seem to think im a bad person and i cant fucking deal with it, i feel like fucking dieing
kyle Reviewed by kyle on . i need some fucking help please listen guys, i need some help, probably a shrink but i cant afford one I love weed, it makes me appreciate music,food,conversation more and hell it makes me sleep better to, im still in school and i try not to let this shit get out that i smoke weed occasionally but this girl jerica i really like liked me and some stupid bitch that i trusted is like "dont bother hes a pothead" which she has no right saying considers shes an alchoholic, she sucks on cancer sticks, has done lotsa chemical shit Rating: 5