Quote Originally Posted by Buck268
I'm about to pack it up in my mag-bowl... Does this mean I caved? I mean, its not even a full bowl... And I can't buy anymore as I'm literally spending all my money on my recent automobile repairs/modifications... I think its OK, eh?
hehehe, Buck...

See, the psychologists of this world would point out the obvious signs of an 'addict's psyche'...lol...trying to justify your thinking and convincing yourself that you are 'treating' yourself etc...

You did good to stay clean, dude - maybe you need a reward, eh?

About the lack of sleep and stuff - this is normal.
I too find it difficult to sleep since I haven't had dope 'on tap', so-to-speak, but realise that this is because my body is readjusting to the lack of that 'normal' ingredient (ie, dope) - and all my physical pain has returned too - back, neck, knees, etc..

If it was something like heroin or crack, that you had cleaned yourself of, then I would be the first to tell you not to do it...but it's weed, dude...so...

TOKE IT UP BRO, YOU DESERVE IT!!!