I'm moving from Seattle to Springfield, OR in about ten hours.

Holy. Shit.

I'm going through a bit of anxiety.

I'm not an emotional person at all. My best friends refer to me an the emotional brick wall. I'm probably a little more emotional than that but not by much. Yet, here I am almost on the verge of tears - the last time that happened was in 7th grade (I'm moving to Oregon to attend the U of Oregon as a freshman) when my best friend died.

I just said my final goodbyes to a bunch of my friends. It occurred to me that, even though I know I will see them again, this is the last day that I am a semi-regular part of their lives. Oh, sure, I will make sure to see them all when I come up for X-mas and a group of them are already planning on coming down to see me (that's a long trip too!), but in terms of just randomly running into one of them, or anything like that... we're done. I guess I'm not taking this as stoically as I thought I would. I've always known I was leaving my town, but man this is tough.

*shrug* sorry, I just needed to let things lose. I could use a bowl or 3 right now... Ah well. Oh yeah... I know nobody in Springfield, and I can't bring anything down with me cause my parentals are helping me move, so I'm not going to be smoking for a long while either!
HighWheeling Reviewed by HighWheeling on . Sorry, need to say this somewhere I'm moving from Seattle to Springfield, OR in about ten hours. Holy. Shit. I'm going through a bit of anxiety. I'm not an emotional person at all. My best friends refer to me an the emotional brick wall. I'm probably a little more emotional than that but not by much. Yet, here I am almost on the verge of tears - the last time that happened was in 7th grade (I'm moving to Oregon to attend the U of Oregon as a freshman) when my best friend died. I just said my final goodbyes to a Rating: 5