When a person has gone thru something...they understand and remember the feelings...i know the confusion and hurt that you're going thru....but don't let it drag you down....shit like missmary said you'r going to HAWAII!!! that in itself is a mood booster!! and before long you will look back on this time and wonder why you were even so down in the first place about a guy that was too stupid to know what he had right in front of him!!