darlin, nothing is perfect. do what is best for yourself, and you already know what that is.

no you don't hold out for him, that isn't fair to either person. secondly, it doesn't sound like he thinks of his future, as being with you...

now, will you be lonely in maui... only if you are being a pouty puss. i can see it happen if you continue in this frame of mind. date people, you sound like you need to, because of how much you idolize this one man... i would move on with your life, i mean everything you say, sounds like you are completely setting yourself up for a lot of heartbreak... and this happens when sex is involved, especially.

i know what it is to think you will never fall for anyone else, or be sexually attracted... luckily our bodies don't care much about our minds
HighTillIDie Reviewed by HighTillIDie on . I am in love and I'm moving away This might be kinda long: I have been in love with Andrew for a long time. We were friends for two years before we got together and then we were together for a year and a half. It was the most amazing and wonderful and perfect relationship I have ever been in. We broke up and I was really depressed for awhile and then I decided to move to Maui. I have been there before and I am looking forward to it. We are friends again and I know we both have feelings for each other. We have sex and Rating: 5